I decided to start this blog tonight, for a couple of reasons. The main reason being, when my dad (after watching CNN's video logs) asked me what is a blog???... I had to give the old, "Well, it's a web-log, get it? Blog?" answer, of course he didn't find it too amusing, but i did!
Then after being diagnosed with Chronic Headaches, (trust me..doesn't sound as bad as it really is!!) I had been spending the past three days resting in my room, with the lights off at night, and pillows over my head to block the sun during the day! it was TONS of FUN! I got back into reality today, and was welcomed with issues only us - dedicated 21 year old women in bad relationships, but they're too committed to get out and actually be happy for a change - have to deal with.
We won't get into detail, but maybe ask a few questions? Hey can't knock a girl for wondering!
When is it that a RELAT-ionship, turns into a OBLIGAT-ionship?
It's always fun and dandy the first year or two, and after that, do you always get used to each other and just stick around because of the convenience? I mean, who wants to start all over? Figure our someone else's wants and needs, and get comfortable ALL OVER AGAIN! it seems so unnecessary.
Hmm, reading that statement, it seems that's the problem right there. We just don't want to let go. What are we? Scared we may find better... and may actually be treated good?
I guess that part of the blog was pointless.. but at least i got some answers out of it!
Well, I'm ready to call it a night and leave you with this, These are Milla's Thoughts, and yours are welcome!
1 comment:
You might have inspired me to create my own blog - as you know I too have many thoughts - and maybe this is the best way of putting pen to paper and getting them out of my system! lol
your blog was very real - which is exactly what I love about you. when does that change occur? and why? if we are so aware of it (as many of us are) - why do we settle? it has so much to do with what you mentioned - not wanting to start all over again. learning someone again from the inside out etc.
but is it healthy to assume that the grass IS greener on the other side? how do we know for sure that we will find better?
i was being the devils advocate for a moment.
anyways - great first blog. i look forward to reading more...
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