UGH!!!
SNOW every week. Why do i have all these cute boots and nice clothes if all I ever get to wear are sweatshirts hoodies and uggs?!
Winter session has 2 days left.. i cant believe i made it through winter session while working. I mean it doesnt matter that i'm awake right now (730am) b/c i pulled an all nighter writing some last minute papers and doing last minute reading right? That's just what i always do.
Its been such a weird weekend for me, I went out Friday night & Sat night i saw my best friend who reminded me that i have a friggin best friend cause she will always be mine. i love how no matter how long we are away from each other.. we are never too far. we always seem to pick up where we left off & i LOVE that.
i've had this song in my head i mean i know its a cover of Fanmail by TLC (1999) Wow! i feel so old i was in JHS in 99!
Drake calls it "I Get Lonely Too"
waited on you for so long. too many days since january. im still sitting here alone, we shoulda did this already. said i got an email today, kinda thought that u forgot about me, but im gonna hit u back to say
Just like you; I get lonely too..
I just like how he mellow-ed it out... i mean the lyrics are kinda universal. we have probably all craved a different kind of feeling at one point.
AhH!!!
I could definitely use a change of scenery. -_-
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
its CRAZY
that i haven't updated or signed onto or paid any attention to my millavanilla blog since 2008!
2010 is almost over, and as i'm sitting here procrastinating, instead of working on two papers due tomorrow - i'm reflecting on the things i've started to do, and didn't get very far because of my inconsistency!
For one, i'd be completely finished with college if i didn't do THAT ^^
My youtooob would probably be a tad more successful, Although my camera was so sucky, pretty sure i would've been motivated to get a new one...
anddd this blog, that i forgot i had lol!
ANYWHo.. reading this is only entertaining if you are... me. So i'm not gonna continue on.
I want to update more. Yea i work full time... and attend college full time, but i can find time for a little bit a something!
2010 is almost over, and as i'm sitting here procrastinating, instead of working on two papers due tomorrow - i'm reflecting on the things i've started to do, and didn't get very far because of my inconsistency!
For one, i'd be completely finished with college if i didn't do THAT ^^
My youtooob would probably be a tad more successful, Although my camera was so sucky, pretty sure i would've been motivated to get a new one...
anddd this blog, that i forgot i had lol!
ANYWHo.. reading this is only entertaining if you are... me. So i'm not gonna continue on.
I want to update more. Yea i work full time... and attend college full time, but i can find time for a little bit a something!
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Room Eerie.
P.S.... I just added a Music-Gadget...don't forget to press play!!
Hey ALL! (i don't mean to sound like britney spears..okay.. i did)
Well, with the best friend in another country, the boyfriend fast asleep, and myself WITH AN UNBEARABLE HEADACHE, which I've yet to cure, there would've been no better time than now to write a little..
So, Halloween, next Friday huh? It only comes natural to look for a scary movie on t.v. but this year I have
to admit, I've been so disappointed. It seems Final Destination 1, 2, & 3!! is as "scary" as it gets! I caught a little of "Nightmare on Elm Street 2", last night on UPN.. actually i believe its called My Network now? Well, it kind of reminded me that I never did grow out of the Bogey Man. Yes, I will admit, I am still afraid of Freddy Kruger, a little.. a lot. =/.
But where are all those movies that made me afraid of being alone, and afraid of walking in my house past midnight cause someone would crawl out from under the bed or sofa and grab my leg?? I'm on a mission! For the next week, in the free-time i manage to have, I'm out to find those movies on t.v.! We need the dawn of the dead, Friday the 13ths and the Halloweens, and how could i forget... Child's Play!! My, how that little doll scared me silly when i was 6. Eek. thinking of him still gets to me.
Mission #2 - I have to get through the Exorcist at least once! I'm SO SCARED of that little girl. OH boy.. but i have to do it!! I was thinking of posting a picture of her on here, so I'd face my fear every time I visit this page, but I know exactly what would happen, I'd rather never sign on to my blog ever again than stare at her!
It's my FAVORITE time of year, not only is it absolutely beautiful with the multi-colored leaves, but Halloween means 10x the candy, thanksgiving means 10x the food.. and family! And Autumn means... All the pumpkiny-nutmegy-foods are BACK FOR A MONTH OR TWO! I'll leave you guys with a few of my faves that are easily available in October til the rest of the year.. My, we've made the last quarter of 2008 already. Wishing everyone well in the last 3 months..!
Milla
xoxo.
Starbucks: Pumpkin Spice Latte!Mmm. 
Mrs. Fields Pecan Pie!! it just SCREAMS fall.
The Chocolate Pecan Bars are great too.
& my favorite part..
Entenmann's Pumpkin Pie
I
FALL.
Hey ALL! (i don't mean to sound like britney spears..okay.. i did)
Well, with the best friend in another country, the boyfriend fast asleep, and myself WITH AN UNBEARABLE HEADACHE, which I've yet to cure, there would've been no better time than now to write a little..
So, Halloween, next Friday huh? It only comes natural to look for a scary movie on t.v. but this year I have
to admit, I've been so disappointed. It seems Final Destination 1, 2, & 3!! is as "scary" as it gets! I caught a little of "Nightmare on Elm Street 2", last night on UPN.. actually i believe its called My Network now? Well, it kind of reminded me that I never did grow out of the Bogey Man. Yes, I will admit, I am still afraid of Freddy Kruger, a little.. a lot. =/.But where are all those movies that made me afraid of being alone, and afraid of walking in my house past midnight cause someone would crawl out from under the bed or sofa and grab my leg?? I'm on a mission! For the next week, in the free-time i manage to have, I'm out to find those movies on t.v.! We need the dawn of the dead, Friday the 13ths and the Halloweens, and how could i forget... Child's Play!! My, how that little doll scared me silly when i was 6. Eek. thinking of him still gets to me.
Mission #2 - I have to get through the Exorcist at least once! I'm SO SCARED of that little girl. OH boy.. but i have to do it!! I was thinking of posting a picture of her on here, so I'd face my fear every time I visit this page, but I know exactly what would happen, I'd rather never sign on to my blog ever again than stare at her!
I thought this was fun to know!
The ancient Gaels believed that on 
October 31, now known as Halloween, the boundary between the alive and the deceased dissolved, and the dead become dangerous for the living by causing problems such as sickness or damaged crops. The festivals would frequently involve bonfires, into which bones of slaughtered livestock were thrown. Costumes and masks were also worn at the festivals in an attempt to mimic the evil spirits or placate them.
And that's exactly why I was thinking of being (well, mimicking or placating!) Amy Winehouse this year..
It's my FAVORITE time of year, not only is it absolutely beautiful with the multi-colored leaves, but Halloween means 10x the candy, thanksgiving means 10x the food.. and family! And Autumn means... All the pumpkiny-nutmegy-foods are BACK FOR A MONTH OR TWO! I'll leave you guys with a few of my faves that are easily available in October til the rest of the year.. My, we've made the last quarter of 2008 already. Wishing everyone well in the last 3 months..!
Milla
xoxo.
Starbucks: Pumpkin Spice Latte!
Mrs. Fields Pecan Pie!! it just SCREAMS fall.
The Chocolate Pecan Bars are great too.
FALL.Friday, October 17, 2008
My First WEB-LOG! woot.
I decided to start this blog tonight, for a couple of reasons. The main reason being, when my dad (after watching CNN's video logs) asked me what is a blog???... I had to give the old, "Well, it's a web-log, get it? Blog?" answer, of course he didn't find it too amusing, but i did!
Then after being diagnosed with Chronic Headaches, (trust me..doesn't sound as bad as it really is!!) I had been spending the past three days resting in my room, with the lights off at night, and pillows over my head to block the sun during the day! it was TONS of FUN! I got back into reality today, and was welcomed with issues only us - dedicated 21 year old women in bad relationships, but they're too committed to get out and actually be happy for a change - have to deal with.
We won't get into detail, but maybe ask a few questions? Hey can't knock a girl for wondering!
When is it that a RELAT-ionship, turns into a OBLIGAT-ionship?
It's always fun and dandy the first year or two, and after that, do you always get used to each other and just stick around because of the convenience? I mean, who wants to start all over? Figure our someone else's wants and needs, and get comfortable ALL OVER AGAIN! it seems so unnecessary.
Hmm, reading that statement, it seems that's the problem right there. We just don't want to let go. What are we? Scared we may find better... and may actually be treated good?
I guess that part of the blog was pointless.. but at least i got some answers out of it!
Well, I'm ready to call it a night and leave you with this, These are Milla's Thoughts, and yours are welcome!
Then after being diagnosed with Chronic Headaches, (trust me..doesn't sound as bad as it really is!!) I had been spending the past three days resting in my room, with the lights off at night, and pillows over my head to block the sun during the day! it was TONS of FUN! I got back into reality today, and was welcomed with issues only us - dedicated 21 year old women in bad relationships, but they're too committed to get out and actually be happy for a change - have to deal with.
We won't get into detail, but maybe ask a few questions? Hey can't knock a girl for wondering!
When is it that a RELAT-ionship, turns into a OBLIGAT-ionship?
It's always fun and dandy the first year or two, and after that, do you always get used to each other and just stick around because of the convenience? I mean, who wants to start all over? Figure our someone else's wants and needs, and get comfortable ALL OVER AGAIN! it seems so unnecessary.
Hmm, reading that statement, it seems that's the problem right there. We just don't want to let go. What are we? Scared we may find better... and may actually be treated good?
I guess that part of the blog was pointless.. but at least i got some answers out of it!
Well, I'm ready to call it a night and leave you with this, These are Milla's Thoughts, and yours are welcome!
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